White noise

The past few years were turmoils, constant battling with my inner self. Life is so full of uncertainties that makes me so afraid. Noises like this mess constantly in my head. I need a space. Turning to music to save my soul but sometimes I realized that nothing in this world can help me permanently. Music is my refuge but how long will it last?

When you wanna climb so high but you realized you got a long way to go. Tell me what makes you happy. What can I do to be happy?

Watercolors B&W

Tonal studies. Very spectacular view (The photo reference of course) I hope I brought it out. Haha. A very quick one. 20 mins or so I reckon.

By the way I had been using a lot of reference for all the pictures so if you find one of yours, I probably got it from tumblr or google.

I'd been reading Noah Bradley's posts. Very encouraging. I really do need some encouragement. As an amateur artist, those critiques hurt bad. I'll just gotta keep doing it.

If I do do 1 or two pieces a day, I hope to see some improvement after 6 months.

I am seriously gonna stick to this and no procrastination. See you tomorrow.

Happy tree drawing part II

Drawing with two of my new team mates after the life drawing class! :) I bought aquafine watercolors! Cost me 25bucks for 8 colors! Recommended from a watercolorist. This is a better pigment and I can really feel the difference using it. Sometimes it is also due to the quality of the paint other than techniques.

This is still horrible but slightly better than the one I did yesterday! This is like primary school drawing but my friend said it looks nice from far! LOL. I was a little comforted. I did a small one - A4 size.

Decided to draw another happy colorful tree with the remaining colors left on my palette! :)

Happy tree drawing

Watercolors with my friend in school! Lots of tress there! This is really horrible!!! My friend said it is partly because of the lousy watercolos we are using that can't blend! Largely due to my inept of using this medium!

Gotta keep practicing!